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Yeah. Haven't made one of these in awhile. Unfortunately, I have made more relational problems for myself. Sad thing is about that last journal entry, I have come to realize that maybe he wasn't able to contact people. Maybe his superiors weren't allowing him access to social media sites and the like. I guess it all has to do with the training. It was really immature for me to unfriend him on facebook just because of him not responding to me and stuff. Why hadn't I thought of that before?      Well anyways, I have been getting myself into some more relational conflicts recently. Currently it is this person I just met over the summer who has

So I just started college two weeks ago. I really have been enjoying it! I have met some pretty cool people that I think might become really good friends of mine. I am still living at home because the college doesn't have dorms.I only have class for about an hour, Monday thru Thursday, and I am taking another class also online. Outside of college, I have a few things that I really need to get in place(getting a job and a car). Life would be perfect if only my best friend would talk to me. He is training to be in the army. We used to talk (as much as we could) on FB, but now, we don't keep keep in contact at all. I don't understand what the pr

Right now, I am questioning my social status. I feel like such a doofis. I really wonder if I have any REAL friendships, or if they are all facade's. I wish that I could know what everyone thinks about me. I feel very isolated. Part of it is my fault, and I am working on that. But a person that I REALLY care about, as a friend, seems to be rejecting me. I think it might be my fault, but I can't get over it. It REALLY REALLY REALLY hurts. I just hope God can help me get out of this valley REAL soon.